A Blessed Hand

Hello My Name Is Zaria I’m 25 Years Old and I am fl resident. I am also single with no kids so of course my opportunities are above the sky. I wanted to explain a lot about my situation to help reach givers to understand me a bit more, I want to highlight that my mental health is the biggest concern for me at the moment because I never felt so defeated every way I turn seems to unbearable pain, I tend to feel all alone at this point in my life. However  most of the time I have these brightest ideas about the blessings in life and  on how successful I see myself becoming in my future, after getting though this tough time because play time is definitely over for me. Being alone, and not having support is the hardest thing to deal with, but on the flip side I have been putting in a lot of work for stability like stable job searching and furthering my career again as a leasing consultant. Last year is when my life started to fall apart because of my surroundings but on the good side, I have no regained employment starting on my birthday 2/3/2025. I wanted to highlight that I’ve experienced a lot of child hood trauma from abandonment issues, however  I’ve grew into a smart young woman, trying to make it in this world while it’s so tough teaching myself things of life that i never learned from any one else. I’ve hit many road blocks like every one else that left me hurt lost and confused because I always strived to be successful in whatever I did l but of course with unresolved trauma issues, and other emotional issues that were not resolved I suffered in my decision making skills when it comes to managing money and maturing in a responsible way to grow and be financially secure. My environment was always very toxic I grew up around non responsible adults who who often abused drugs and alcohol and were co dependent on each-other with no outcome that elevated there life so I grew up seeing failure, although I didn’t know at the time but the generational curse is so strong that it’s passed down even from my grandmothers in this family and I am just so sick and tired of it, every day is a constant prayer for god to deliver me and allow me to change my life in ways that will better my life and future for good, breaking all ties to anything that is not good for my health, and my future. I also thought that once I became an adult and got my own place and stability I would grow better relationships and gain respect from my family members such as (mom, dad etc but that never happened instead I was left all alone in the world. So today l I am reaching out for support during one of the toughest times in my life. For the past three months, I have been homeless, staying with a family member whose home is already overcrowded.

With limited space, finding a place to sleep each night is a constant struggle. I don't want to be a burden to anyone, but with Florida's unpredictable weather, sleeping in my car every night isn't a safe option.

I lost my job and, with no income, I have no financial stability. My situation became even more difficult after being put out by a cousin who had initially offered me a temporary place to stay - just as I had done for her when I had my own home. Unfortunately, she lost her job and could no longer afford her bills, which forced me into homelessness.

Since then, I have been actively seeking help from agencies and resources, but so far, I have not been able to find the assistance I need to get back on my feet.

I am intelligent, driven, and determined to rebuild my life. My goal is to become financially stable and responsible so that I never find myself in this situation again. However, right now, I need help to secure a safe place to stay, find employment, and regain my independence. My family members are also struggling with their own crises and are unable to provide the support I need.

I am humbly asking for donations to help me transition out of homelessness and into stability. Any contribution, big or small, will go toward essentials like food, transportation, job-search resources, and, ultimately, securing stable housing. If you are unable to donate, sharing my story would also mean the world to me.