Amy needs a lot of therapy

In 2022, I experienced an extremely traumatic event, and in the following year, life just threw brick after brick at me until almost exactly one year later, in April of 2023, my brain sort of ..... broke. I've come a long way in the last 21 months via self help and on-and-off therapy (finding a therapist who is a good fit has become increasingly more difficult), but the events of the last few years have recently left me with a car payment I was not prepared for, a year and a half worth of medical debt that led to bad credit, and now no credit available to me. Pre-2022, I was already having to work OT to be 'comfortable'. Now I can barely work my 40 hours some weeks, and I certainly am not working a bunch of OT even on my best week.

I'm getting backed up on payments to my psychiatrist. If I lose her, I lose my meds, and that is not something that will end well. With everything going on, I just can't afford weekly therapy, which is what I desperately need. I've been through dark, dark times before, and it took me YEARS to drag myself out of it without therapy. I won't last that long with things the way they are now.

And that's why I'm here, asking people to help me fix my brain and keep my house in the meantime (for me and Moony), so I can heal and become the happiest version of myself.

Thanks for listening.