For Rent, To A Better Life (Tradarrius)

My parents hate me, pulled a gun on me all because I stepped in on my little brother's game addiction and I've been away from home for over 2 years now. I have issues speaking that no one wants to deal with...I am struggling to pay rent at AirBnB houses, especially after paying for car related costs recently, and no one seems to want to hire me at this point, even after interviews..

My friends keep avoiding me and no one in my family has been letting me stay with them ever since the incident. I survive off of junk food and water 99% of the time. I cant go back to school with the little money I get from incredibly inconsistent work that quickly gets filled up. I have to carry 4 heavy bags to go somewhere else to live whenever I take the bus. A previous place I paid rent for had a fire and I had privacy just living in a closet, but now I dont have that...There are just too many people that live here.

I am a very good writer, artist, gamer, content creation and seek love from someone that I haven't felt since my breakup that was 7yrs long...I need so much help I dont know where to start. Lost two jobs this year due to being put over. I just need a break so I can help myself and others. To live in a better place for a better head for creativity, pay for speech therapy, start going to the gym again to love working out, and really start living a better life. I just need a significant amount of money for once to get ahead and stay productive...I work incredibly hard and my area just doesnt appreciate that just to treat me like I'm invisible..I cant even play on my consoles since there's no TV at this house....I really want some form of normalcy, live happy, and really feel like I am free to do what I want. Not lose many things over time like I have been by just doing things on my own, and life keeps punishing me...

(Me and my ex from 2-3 years ago)