Get my business rolling!

After spending a whirlwind year, apprenticing ultimately without pay, I have been excited and eager to start my own business. Unfortunately, unforeseen expenses and circumstances, have me at a standstill. Please know, I would not be turning to this if it were not absolutely necessary to my success. I'm already invested in this. I need inventory... Also, if I am  going to successfully make a living doing this, I  need show equipment such as tents, tables and  clothing racks in addition to application fees and booth fees for shows.  I need all of these things very soon. I am in a dire, personal,  make it or break it situation. You are probably asking yourself why you should help me... My answer is simple: I am good at what I do! Last year, I sold my hand painted and dyed clothing pieces at over 30 festivals and art shows, some of which are among the best in the country. I estimate that I created over 400 sold  pieces for the company I was working with, with  retail prices averaging at about $60 a piece. (You can see some of these pieces in the image section). I was working for my former boyfriend. I did not have a contract and therefore, unfortunately,  in the end,  did not make any money off of these sales. I am flat a*s broke. I am seeking to acquire $4,000 so that I can get my shop up and running properly before the spring season. I am open to a loan situation. Please message me with any questions or offers you may have.  Thank you so much for reading and considering my request :)