How a child can be left in the dust, DNA donor owing $50K

Our American children with single parents are struggling....I cry inside daily

I'm tired of crying every time my child asks me for something. 10 years of this takes a toll. And I am such a giver...how have I been so beat down. I just for once, want to be able to provide for my son in a normal fashion. I want to feel what that's like! The Deadbeat father will always stay hidden, and unfortunately, they hide, and he'll either overdose or end up in prison before he sends my son a dime. Sadly, when my son is old enough to look up his DNA donor, his mugshot pops up. Shaun McGovern, the one in orange for counterfeit money. I just don't know where to go from here. I'm busting my but in school, but unfortunately my online job entries havent prevailed, and I have so much schoolwork, till my son gets home from school.
I know there are plenty like me, this is just a last ditch effort to try ant bring in anything for my son, even though it's less than what the cost is to care for a child, I try to stay modest and humble, because I am thankful for anything, as well as my son would be.

.25 or $25 I am humbled. Believe me, I am a giver when I can, so it makes me so sad when I cant afford to give to the most important person on the planet to me. Its also embarrasing that im so engrossed in school I cant make enough....I just keep thinking of the light at the end of the tunnel...