Pregnant and drowning

Hello. Thank you for taking the time to read my story, when I lost my baby may 26 2024 almost a yr ago I was devastated. I found out I was pregnant a few months after I lost my mom. I was getting my happiness back and was so excited to start my own family after this loss. The pregnancy was pretty normal besides one instance where her heart rate was slow and they sent me to the hospital to be monitored for 6 hours and sent me home. She was fine they said. A couple weeks later I have my baby shower it was beautiful got tons of baby stuff. I was only 4 weeks away from my due date. I went to my appointment a couple days after my shower and there was no heartbeat. I will never forget the nurses face as she quickly left the room to get someone and come back I looked  my boyfriend in the face and said there was no heartbeat. I knew instantly. We left I had to go to the hospital to deliver my baby who was already dead inside me. I wouldn’t dilate past 4 had 3 epidural’s because they messed it up and I was feeling all the pain. Eventually they did an emergency c-section. Feel like I barely made it out, and had preeclampsia. The only thing that mattered was I was leaving without my baby. The nurse put together a beautiful box in her memory. I was out of work on disability for a little bit living at my dads house for a couple months while I was recovering. Me and my boyfriend got an apartment together but couldn’t keep up on all the bills anymore after me being out of work for so long. I tried to go back to my job and I couldnt do it. I was in a really bad place mentally. Depression got so bad I was hospitalized for a week so I wouldn’t hurt myself. I felt like there was no coming back from this sadness. I had to quit my job for my little bit of 401k money to pay bills, and I’ve been out of work for almost a year. We found out we were pregnant again a couple months ago. And my happiness is back and I want the best for this baby and I want this baby to be as healthy as possible. I got my hair license back and I’m trying to find a job in a salon or anything that pays well. All I do for money is ubering and instacarting. And now I have until may 16 to pay $1,900 or they will take my car. I don’t know what to do or who to ask for help so I chose to ask this way. I’m asking for $2,500 because I have damages on the car I have to fix as well. If I lose this car I don’t know how I will possibly be able to get my life together enough for this baby coming in 4 months. Anything helps thank you for taking the time to read this.